Sunday, September 11, 2005
mana is my bro..hahaha....tetsu wants me?! XD
H3studio wash up @ 11:34 PM
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Monday, September 05, 2005
found this amusing~
well it seems i've updated less. lol thats because i've been using livejournal. but anyway humor me if u want.
H3studio wash up @ 12:50 AM
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Friday, August 26, 2005
Well you guys must be wondering why i haven't update lately. hah . thats right. this blog is dead. won't be updating much at all. Looking around me...my friends where are you? missing...lots of you...hah. no life . dead? . mm well the only ppl i hang out with now is with jan. make that a person. haha. it's fun tho. she's a great friend.
H3studio wash up @ 8:55 AM
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
happy national day!~
anyways yea yesterday...thanks jojo for seranading me to sleep XD haha yea .
everything else about today is on my live journal. so go there if ya wanna know.
and for those who don't read my live journal (dollowners)
take note: delay in face ups as i had a physical accident and is currently in no condition to do face ups. thanks.
H3studio wash up @ 7:59 AM
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Friday, July 29, 2005
well today need to let off steam. so i went to meet up with jan and hys go domuya and meet our soon to be family member. yea so after that we all go bambooze X_X me and jan had two bloody marys and I had one OJ she had cranberry Vodka. (for liens reading this, and don't understand. Clanbelli Volka. understand? ok) wootz. ok no we didn't get drunk. i just got home lah. then hys said that her manager said we were pretty X_X then after that we met this guy called Jukka X_x omg yea. he sat with us for awhile and talked lah. -_-;; then yea he left and soon we all go home. for a detailed story go see jan's blog.
H3studio wash up @ 8:33 AM
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Thursday, July 28, 2005
ignore this.
Looking at the photos,
i see happy faces,
smiling and carefree.
But in the photos,
none of them had me.
Knowing friends for years,
Ups and downs,
i'd be there,
but looking at the photos...
I'm still not there.
No sense of belonging,
i do not appear in these photos,
do not blame me for my isolation,
for when a photo appears,
It'll just be a photo of me.
Where are all the smiling carefree people?
- this is crap- feeling bored.
H3studio wash up @ 10:09 AM
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mmmmmmmm......talking to kyoist on the phone...coming 2 hours...or it 3....catch up with her and stuff. miss her man. my eye paint...( hmm ok. pain. ) *_* ...kinda tired now...oops the line cut off X_x my ear pain. ok i think 4 hours already. hahaha. finish talking~ ah ok go sleep. tmr maybe going domuya. maybe. (k kyodai and woman now known as fantastic 4 ) XD
H3studio wash up @ 8:04 AM
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THIS WORLD IS SO FUCKED UP.
I FEEL LIKE CRYING! I'VE BEEN GIVEN A DEAD LINE TO COMPLETE MY ART THIS FRIDAY. SO I'VE BEEN WORKING MY BUTT OFF AND SKIPPING SCH JUST TO COMPLETE MY ART! AND GUESS WHAT? I HAD NOT BEEN TOLD THAT WE'VE BEEN GIVEN A ONE MONTH EXTENSION AND I'VE BEEN PAINTING LIKE MAD AND IT'S NOT GOOD RESULTS. PLUS I'M GOING CRAZY FROM DOING THIS AND I GAINED AN INFECTED EYE BECAUSE OF THIS. YES NOW MY EYE IS SWOLLEN, I HAVE POOR VISION AND I CAN'T PAINT PROPERLY. I TORTURE MYSELF. WELL FUCK, I'M JUST GONNA TRY FINISH EVERYTHING TMR. AND GET IT OVER AND DONE WITH IT. AND JUST IMPROVE MY GOD DAMN TASK A.
THANKS TO UNRELIABLE FRIENDS WHO DON'T BOTHER TO TELL ME. I HAD TO FIND OUT MYSELF.
REALLY FUCKED UP AND MAD RITE NOW.
H3studio wash up @ 5:19 AM
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Monday, July 25, 2005
took the test from simmie...(listening to PLC : /)
*some pretty truE*
Your Existing Situation
Readily participates in things that provide excitement or stimulation. Wants to feel exhilarated
Your Stress Sources
Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates her and inhibits her readiness to give herself freely. While she wants to surrender and let herself go, she regards this as a weakness which must be resisted. This self-restraint, she feels, will lift her above the rank and file and ensure recognition as a unique and distinctive personality.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Relationships rarely measure up to her high emotional expectations and her need to be made the center of things, leading to disappointment . Always has mental reservations and tends to remain emotionally isolated and unattached.
Circumstances are forcing her to compromise, to restrain her demands and hopes, and to forgo for the time being some of the things she wants.
Your Desired Objective
Needs a change in her circumstances or in her relationships which will permit relief from stress. Seeking a solution which will open up new and better possibilities and allow hopes to be fulfilled.
Your Actual Problem
Feels insufficiently valued in her existing situation, and is seeking different conditions in which she will have greater opportunity of demonstrating her worth.
yep yep
H3studio wash up @ 3:15 AM
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